A new journey...pt1
On my quest to take over the fashion industry…or at the very
least be a fixture in the fashion community around the world…I’ve run into a
few roadblocks. As we all do in our lives. However mine has caused me to become
stagnant. I am the type of person that needs to be on the move constantly. I
always need something to do and some place to go to feel alive, to feel
important. Now don’t get me wrong. I’ve got a pretty large family and every
moment of my personal life makes me feel important but I need to feel that same
importance in my career. I’ve known from a very young age I wasn’t about that
9-5 life, and there is nothing wrong with that. Hell I’ve worked since I was 15
years old and now I’m 30…ish. I used to sit and envy people that have been at a
job for 5, 10, 15, 20,000 years!! I wondered why I couldn’t do it. Why I
couldn’t be that person that held a job for more than 3 years at a time. Yes,
that is the longest I have been at one job. I was always miserable!!! Yeah I
love the steady income. There’s nothing like that direct deposit hitting my
bank account Friday at midnight!! But there was always the constant dread of
getting up and going to a thankless job at a big corporation. There was always the stress of having to call
into work because I had a sick kid and the person on the other end of the phone
just couldn’t comprehend that my child needed me. The straw that broke the
camel’s back was the time my childcare provider told me my little girl was on
the way to the hospital because she was really sick. On my way out the door my
manager at the time told me “You really need to start planning your
emergencies.” It was the most
thoughtless thing anyone could say to another person. The ironic thing of it
all is it was a healthcare company I was working for. Anyway, since then I
realized I wasn’t living the life I should be. I started focusing on the things
I wanted most out of life and my clothing line was at the top of that list. It
was my baby and it needed my constant nurturing. It always will even after my
fashion world domination. Arizona has been good to me in some ways and in
others it’s been more like an evil stepmother. I’m proud of my accomplishments
here. I launched my brand in 2011 during Tucson fashion week. In 2012 I was
able to take part in bringing awareness to domestic violence, a cause I hold
near and dear to my heart. However, that’s just the beginning. So what’s next
on this fashion induced mission of mine? Relocating of course…..
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